The Rant/Venting thread

[sephy]

I hate my family, everytimei'm scared or need help my brothers are there to laugh at me, everytime I feel happy they're there to knock my self esteem down, they're men in thier thirties bullying thier teenage sister to the point where I feel suicidal and my mum just laughs, when I was 6 they threw me through a window, I had to go to casualty and what did my mum say? "oh they're boys of course they play rough"
everytime theycome over i'm subjected to mental and physical bullying and my mum just ignores it, I feel like running away or killing myself when I hear they'll be coming rounf, I honestly do.

[Teh Squishy]

That's IT.

I've HAD it.

I've had it with my parents. Seriously, I can't stand them and their attitude. Really, if you're gonna make fun of who I am mom, do NOT be suprised when I get mad at you about it. Dad, you're the WORST. Sure, Mom shouldn't have brought up "Oh, she wants to be called Jonah *LAUGHS*", that was stupid and mean of her. But DO NOT say, "I've got an idea. Why don't we call her *INSERT MY NAME HERE*, because that's HER real name!!" Someday soon, I'm gonna snap on you, and it won't be pretty. And don't you DARE tell me how hard it is for you two, mom. Do NOT say that I don't know how hard it is for you two. Well, gee. I'm soooooooooo sympathetic. Granted, it's not easy, BUT HOW THE CRAP DO YOU THINK I'M FEELING, HUH?! you're always telling ME to put MYSELF in YOUR shoes. Do the same sometime. Then you'll see JUST how hard I'VE got it!! I'm sorry I'm so EMBARRASSING to you, dad. That's a great big boost on my self-esteem. I'm so sorry that I'm SUCH A BAAAAAAAAD INFLUENCE on my little sister, mom. Heaven KNOWS that she'll do EVERYTHING I do, because she's such a sheep. [/SARCASM] Goddammit, I've had it. I am a HUMAN BEING. I am an ADULT. And I am your son. GIVE ME THE RESPECT YOU WANT FROM ME.

I am sick and tired of being humiliated, abused, disrespected, put down, and mistreated. This ends NOW.

[A Tear to Shed]

Squish, I can't say how sorry I am. If there is any, any, ANY way that I could help, please let me know. =(


But now, I have my own rant. This is actually my first rant on the thread. I dunno how long I'll last actually typing it 'cause it literally just happened and I'm still kinda fired up about it.

So you may have seen it on the 3 Random Facts thread, but today I was supposed to go on a trip with my friend Lauren, to Cape Cod. Her brother Carl invited a friend too, which just so happened to be my crush - Dean. Well, Lauren called me earlier this morning and told me that we couldn't go to the Cape because the weather isn't the best and Dean's parents said he couldn't go. I wasn't that mad because I really didn't want to drive 2 1/2 hours there anyway. Lauren said that Dean was going to be coming over to her house and that I could too and we could all hang out. So, as you can guess, I was still happy.

Then about 20 minutes later, Lauren called me again. She said, "Carl isn't inviting Dean." And I'm like, "...mmmkay..." Then she went on to explain that Carl was inviting Dean, but when Lauren reminded him that he was supposed to call Dean, Carl said, "I'm not inviting him anymore. I'm being used." Lauren got kinda confused and asked him who was using him, and he's like, "You are, Lauren. You like Dean, don't deny it." She doesn't. I know she doesn't, we're too honest with each other and I'd be able to tell if she liked Dean. Carl's just using that as a stupid friggin excuse for whatever reason to not invite Dean over. I've been waiting since Friday to finally go over there and see Dean, just talk to him, ya know? And it's finally Wednesday, so I'm all excited when I wake up this morning (I didn't even really sleep last night I was so excited) and then this happens and I'm not even going to get to see Dean. All because Carl is being a stupid moron for no reason.

You see, I would understand if Carl had said from the beginning that he wasn't going to invite Dean. (By the way, he knows I like Dean, he knew that from the start and he was willing to invite Dean over and have me there...he was kinda cool about it). Anyway, if he had just said that he wasn't going to invite Dean from the beginning, then I wouldn't have been waiting and waiting for today, I wouldn't have gotten only 5 hours of sleep last night, and I wouldn't have gotten up early today. But instead, he waits until the LAST goshdarnit SECOND to be a friggin loser and eff up today.

I sound totally and completely selfish right now, blabbing on how it isn't fair that my friend's brother won't invite my crush over, but I guess it's kinda one of those situations that you'd have to be part of. So now I kinda feel guilty about ranting about this cuz I look like a selfish piece of crap. =/ damn me and my stupidity.

THE ODYSSEY CONTINUES! Blah.
And yet again, I modify this thing because, yes, there is more to add. You see, with Lauren...situations tend to change like 23842837 times in about 20 minutes. So, shortly after I posted this rant, Lauren called and said that Carl wasn't really mad he was just kinda annoyed and thought that we were going to try to make Dean hate him (why he thought that, I don't know, cuz Carl can be kinda strange).

Anywho, he invited Dean over, and I went there at about noon, and Dean came around 1. I was helping Lauren set up her trampoline (that's another story entirely) and then Dean came out into the backyard with Carl. Lauren's mom walked over and said, "Hi Dean, I'm Carl's mom. That's Carl's sister, Lauren." Then she pointed at me and said, "This is Lauren's friend, Rae. You know her, right?" I said hi to him, and he said hi back. But I swear, that was the only thing he said all day. He is the SHYEST (or is it shiest?) guy EVER! It's totally not what I was expecting 'cause he seems so outgoing in school. So basically, the whole day it was really awkward and quiet. Oh well.

On a happier note (hey, I gotta try to bring SOME happiness to this thread, right?):
Lauren's neighbors are hott. Like, really hott. And...they're twins. And they whistled at us. Hahaha.
Gosh, that story sounds so lame when it's typed up. =P

[sephy]

I am sick of everything this week being about the friggin Queen! So what its her Birthday, who really cares? what the hell did she ever do for this country >_<

[EbonyStar]

It can be shyest or shiest, Rae

I'm sorry for all of you who ranted while I was gone. I think it was while I was gone, anyway. Ah, whatever *hugs*

I had a rant or two, but they kinda died down, so now I'm left with nothing and I feel kinda stupid. Rae, I wanted to call you when the plane got in, but it got in around 9:40 and then we got our bags and we didn't have change and mom didn't even SEE the rows of pay phones and our limo wasn't there so we got a taxi and it went thirty feet before stopping so we had to get another one and we ended up getting home around quarter past eleven. So yeah. Now it's 3 in the morning and if I fall asleep now I'll sleep in and ruin my only relaxing day of vacation during which I have two homework projects to do. My hands and wrists are killing me beyond belief. I need to write, or eat, or rest, or anything. I'll see you all later. Please feel free to hate me because of my insanely long post on the party thread. Thanks ^.^;;;

[sephy]

I'm fed up of my mother acting like a 2 year old wehnever she doesn't get her own way, she stamps and screams and pretends to cry and threatens to commit suicide, it's impossible to have a mature conversation with the woman, she always has to be right! ><

[A Tear to Shed]

*sigh*

This rant is so old, it's not even funny. Like, 6 years old. But it was most recently renewed on Saturday. Actually, it's not like it started 6 years ago and then was just started again on Saturday. It's been a repeated thing, over and over and over and over.

So, my loverly friend Lauren, whom I mention in my post up there ^

I love her to death. Don't get me wrong, I friggin love her, she's so funny and we are definitely meant to be friends since we have so much in common. But sometimes she just doesn't get it.

I always make tentative plans with her, and then she says, "Well, I'll call you today/tomorrow/Friday," or whenever she's gonna call me.

So I wait.

And wait.

And wait.

And waste.

And waste.

And waste. MY WHOLE FRIGGIN SATURDAY. Because if I'm not home when she calls, then she'll make other plans.

So, guess what?

She never called me on Saturday, which was the second to last day of April vacation. And on Monday, I went back into school (unfortunately) and was expecting "Oh man, sorry, but my phone was broken!" or "I had surgery on Saturday, sorry for not calling!" from her.

But honestly, I don't know why I expected that at all. She didn't say anything about it. And then, she went on to talk about what she did on Saturday.

Guess what she did. Guess.

Nothing. She, and I quote, "Sat on my butt all day. It was so great to just hang out in my PJs." So I wait a while, and then say, "So, what happened to calling me on Saturday?"

And her reaction is the most aggravating thing ever. Instead of getting worried that I'm upset, she just shakes her head and looks kinda confused, saying, "I never got around to it."

Oh, gee Lauren. Gee, I'm so sorry that I'm in the way of you're "getting around." I'll stop getting in the way of your lavish PJ-filled Saturdays and just not be home for when you call me.

I don't know if parts of that rant made too much sense. I really don't care though.

The other outcome is that she gets mad at ME when I tell her that I'm upset about her not calling me.

Ugh, why does she have to be such a good friend other than that?!

[Moonlight]

My mom calls me disrespectful, but I don't see how I disrespect her. She yells at me for talking in a disrespectfurl way, and she tells me to suck it up when I cry. She knows I cry too much. She shouldn't say that to her sensitive daughter.
I have had enough.

[Bonejangles rox]

I am SICK and tired of my mom being paranoid. She won't let me do ANYTHING alone because "I'll get kidnapped." She won't let me have AIM or my own e-mail adress because "the only people ever on the internet are stalkers, pedophiles, and murderers," which is the STUPIDEST thing I've ever heard, because I have snuck on to so many chatrooms and stuff, and people are so nice-- especially here. I'm not allowed to wear black all the time because "you're going to turn Gothic" WHICH IS THE IDEA!!!!! I'm thirteen years old, NOT five, and everyone I know can go wherever they want completely alone. But can I? Noooooooo... My mom just has to have me in her sight at all times so I don't get kidnapped. And does she care that I'm made fun of at school for it? Of course not! As long as I'm not exposed to the one in a million chance that I might have *GASP* FUN!!!

[/confessions of a very annoyed teenager with the most annoying, paranoid mother in the history of the universe]

[sephy]

..will someone tell me how fancying Japanese male rock stars who kiss other male rock stars translates to becomming a lesbian? o.o

[sojuske]

*hugs jen BRJ and Seph*
Wow, BJR, your mom's like mine... only I got a very liberal dad. Lucky me.

And Jen, I'm so sorry to hear that *hugs some more* And Seph, I have no clue why people think that.
I think it's because... well... I don't know. (On a very odd side note, which ones kissed? I haven't seen that... ^^

[sephy]

sojuske said:

Seph, I have no clue why people think that.
I think it's because... well... I don't know. (On a very odd side note, which ones kissed? I haven't seen that... ^^

Several have kissed
Miyavi has kissed Sakito and Daigo Stardust
al the members of An Cafe have kissed at some point
Gackt's kissed Chachamaru
Yoshiki has kissed Toshi a few times and was Toshi's first kiss ^-^
Die and Toshiya of Dir en grey have kissed twice, but both times were through Die's mask T_T

[Moonlight]

I hate discussing things I am uncomfortable discussing. Because I know I'm gonna end up saying something rude, not on purpose. It just comes out that way. And I know I've offended someone. And this person is important to me. Very important to me. And if my friendship with this person was faltered in any way, I would scream. Because meeting this friend was the best thing that ever happened to me. And now that I've hurt them in some way.... ugh, I wanna stab myself. I probably won't, but I feel like I've done something wrong. Which I have.
I wish I didn't have such a big mouth. That was I could shut up more easily and not worry about ruining a friendship.
And this isn't the first time I've offended someone. I've done it before, and I hate the feeling.

[sandsagent]

this isn't so much a rant as a serious worry that I have......

I just found out today that I didn't get into university. I know in the big scheme of things it's not a big deal but i'm really upset about it. I have quite good quilifications (2b's and a C) at higher but now I really don't know what to do about my life so yeah feeling on a bit of a downher.....
help.

[sephy]

*hugs sands* well, there's always clearing right? (if they do that where you are o.o ) where everyone who doesn't get in re-applys just before the start of the year...