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Post by Emily on Jan 30, 2006 22:24:10 GMT -5
I am honestly sorry I started this.
I however, did make up for it as now I have made a special forum for party threads.
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Post by Liz on Jan 30, 2006 22:40:12 GMT -5
Genine, you didn't ruin this board. We all did. And I'm so sorry I overreacted. I feel like an idiot *laughs at self* Seriously, I really am sorry if I came off too strong.
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Post by Emily on Jan 30, 2006 22:45:51 GMT -5
That's okay... I'm just so frustrated because of my damn college and I let that slip over here - and that's not right.
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Post by Liz on Jan 30, 2006 22:49:23 GMT -5
I'm stressed a little too. New semester & I got so much changes to make to my schedule and I have a horrible teacher and stuff....kinda takin' it's toll on my attitude as well. I don't blame ya for letting out here. We were kinda out of control ^^;
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Post by A Tear to Shed on Jan 31, 2006 16:01:46 GMT -5
*pokes head in*
..WHOA.
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Post by Moonlight on Jan 31, 2006 16:12:49 GMT -5
I'm stressed right now. I don't know why. And the reason I say this here is b/c I shouldn't be bringing my bad mood to the party thread.
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Post by EbonyStar on Jan 31, 2006 21:17:23 GMT -5
Jem, don't worry about the party thread
I'm just.......well, actually, I'm kind of amused by what happened last night. Now that we've reached a conclusion that suits everybody (if it doesn't suit you, we should be finding another conclusion), that's safe to say.
Man. This thread came just in time
I did not get the CB dvd today. I actually forgot it came out today. Go figure
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Post by sojuske on Feb 1, 2006 0:00:22 GMT -5
Ok. Ranting thread yay.
Today my rant shall be about a girl in my school named Jeni. And my mock trial team. And how I'm fed up in general.
Ok, so part one, mock trial.
I love Mock Trial. Or at least I like the program. I don't especially feel like part of the team half the time because a) when I have ideas people ignore me b) they take my ideas later and don't care and c) they don't seem to realize or want to realize I'm there.
An example of this is after we won county. They said bye and started to leave. Well, it turns out that they went for a celebration at Gianni's, the local pizza parlor. And they didn't tell me.
Now, that wouldn't bother me too much but my friend told me about it the other day and was like "Oh yah, we went to Gianni's didn't see you there, but thought you knew, so I didn't call to tell you what was going on or find out why you weren't there." That angers me. And upsets me a lot.
And then I go to school and ask Ashley "what did you do after we won?"
She went "Oh yah, the entire team went to Gianni's, we tried to get a hold of joel so he didn't show up though." "wwhat about me?" And she was like "Oh... yah, sorry...forgot to tell you I guess. Thought everybody knew.."
So not only did my friend who realized I wasn't there not tell me, my team didn't even bother to notice if I was there or not.
And then in Soccer I have to deal with Jeni Smith, the right fullback. Now, I had two marks in the game last night. One of them was on the wing and Jeni was standing a few yards away from that girl. Now, that girl would always get the ball and would't get challenged, nothing. So I told Jeni "mark number 27". And she snaps back at me "Don't tell me what to do" and doesn't do what I told her to. I know I'm not the highest member of the team. But I'm sorry, I'm one of the hardest working people on the team, and I'm a better player than she is. If I see a problem coming up, she should stfu and listen to me. I do what Wheels tells me to do, I do what Becky tells me to do, I'm the stopper and if I tell her to mark, she should mark.
But she didn't. So guess what I had to do? I had to swing over to her side and then try to get the ball away from 27 cause she wasn't doing her job. And 27 passed it then to my old mark sometimes, and then I'd get yelled at, like I wasn't doing my job.
My job is to get the ball ot of there in the middle. Jeni's job was to make sure the ball didn't go back, or at least it was in a position so she can get it out, or wheels, or I. But she didn't do -anything- like that. She saved a few, I grant her that. But only when it was getting scary and it was too close to the goal for comfort.
Also, at practices she is really quite b*tchy, not wanting to practice, getting mad at Cal for pointing out her mistakes. Then making fun of me for stretching and things I said, or how I looked, or whatever.
Reminds me, I hate getting laughed at, period. Alex makes cracks at me, I know she most likely means it in jest but I hate it. It hurts and I can't do much but stay away from her. And when alex jokes, becky jokes, then arillana, and I cant stand that.
Well, thinking about it, I don't really connect to the team anyways. I don't really connect to any large groups of people. Not even my soccer team. Most of them, I can stand, but I can't talk to. They find me stupid or slow or quiet or just plain funny. They make fun of me going all out for the ball. They say they are scared of me and make light of that. Or they act really stupid in a game situation, and don't work hard. That pisses me off so much. They do that and I go crazy.
Once that happened in practice. Jeni again wasn't doing her job. She was telling me what to do, when I was doing my job and she was not getting out of my way. I snapped. I didn't care if she was on my team or not, I almost ran her down when I had the ball in order to get a shot on goal. (almost made it in too) But I swear, if I was unable to control myself then, I would have harmed her.
Oh yah, reminds me of that other time. I was apologising to knocking people over and not trapping the ball and I felt really bad cause I was kindof spacing out of it so I was like "Sorry sorry sorry sorry" really fast. And Jeni started laughing on the other side of the field and mockingly lilted back at me, loudly "sorry, sorry, sorry sorry" And the team laughed at me. I shut up for the rest of the time and just ran people over without a thought, trying not to cry or apologise if I did something wrong.
And I also hate it when I cry, I cry to freaking much. And then people make fun of me for that. So I find ways to stop crying. I claw myself instead (my arms look all nice and tan cause of that. REally, it's kindof scarred to that point. Odd eh?) And then people go "you are crazy". And I hear them talk about me behind my back. I hear it, they are making fun of me, I know. I hear my name and then I hear laughter and glances in my direction.
What do they want from me? Why can't I ever be accepted anywhere? Or at the very least feel like I belong. I don't even get it on here. I mean, I'm accepted, but to most people I'm kindof away close, speaking close, not, close close. And the only two people I was really close close to live far away. And I can't see them or barely even talk to them anymore.
And then, I get to go to media tomorrow, with Kenny Neely and the rest of them. More people who look at me with unfriendly eyes. Why are they mad at me? Why does Kenny crack the sarcastic comments? Why does he say things so derisivly at me like I'm a piece of filth? How come he is nice to everyone but me? How come my wanting to have something done right is always ridiculed?
And I had a third part to the rant but it was utterly disturbing and everyone would find it too much information (and you don't even know Hunger most of you (story I wrote) so it wouldn't be understandable partways)
Ah... that was fun... ^_^
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Post by -Undead_User- on Feb 1, 2006 1:53:59 GMT -5
Im pissed...generally pissed at every f*cking thing I can think of at the moment.
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Post by Moonlight on Feb 2, 2006 20:14:02 GMT -5
My mom and my sister are snapping at me and I didn't do anything. I guess they're ina bad mood XP
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Post by ARat on Feb 2, 2006 20:20:13 GMT -5
This is quite immature and shows a complete lack of self-control, but there is hardly ANYTHING in this world that can make me more jealous and enraged than seeing the guy I liike having a good time hanging out with and laughing with the girl I loathe
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Post by Lauren on Feb 3, 2006 13:22:05 GMT -5
Ack. Pissed because a kid at school keeps insulting my intelligence (it's high too; 99.5 GPA). Nothing else of consequence. *looks for Genine's party decision thing*
Awesomeness. Now we are save-ed!
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Post by Liz on Feb 4, 2006 15:00:41 GMT -5
This is quite immature and shows a complete lack of self-control, but there is hardly ANYTHING in this world that can make me more jealous and enraged than seeing the guy I liike having a good time hanging out with and laughing with the girl I loathe You ain't alone, girl. |
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Post by Moonlight on Feb 4, 2006 15:01:57 GMT -5
This is quite immature and shows a complete lack of self-control, but there is hardly ANYTHING in this world that can make me more jealous and enraged than seeing the guy I liike having a good time hanging out with and laughing with the girl I loathe You ain't alone, girl. I know how it feels. Liz is right, you aren't alone. |
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Post by Girl Anachronism on Feb 6, 2006 19:40:19 GMT -5
Arghh.....I'm tired of my freind always ignoring me when I say something about Danny Elfman. Just because I love Danny Elfman she doesn't like him. Even I'm almost sure that if she actually listened to a bit of Dannys music she'd like it. We are into most of the same things Tim Burton, Johnny Depp, Stephen King but we also have some different interests and I always listen to her when she tells me about them but as soon as I say something about Danny Elfman she completely ignores me. She hates Danny Elfman for no reason and it really irks me.
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